Reminisce

okla..okla...i think its better to put pictures here..i can even write down something abt it. Bosan tahap cipan. And the bengang ada lalat nih tanak kluar rumah...i want to kill it, but i think this lalat went to school of pilot..macam terer jer kona baring dems..
so what one can do is tgkla balik gamba2 yg shiok, aber segan nak publish kat friendster, nanti byk sgt org judge (hihi...coz i'm always doing it) so putting it up here to reminisce and its much more personal...dontcha think?

chillin' with frens in budapest, which we plan di hari tua, she's going to chill at my verandah drinking coffee nanti. But i think we are already doing that...mmm...

takeover

since most of the former contributors hhave their own sites. secara rasmi nyer saya ialah membuat site ini jadi saya yg punya rather than letting it die out, which is a big possibility if I open a new site for myself. For those yg masih takdek site sendiri. sila2 lah..takpon jadikla commentator jer.
Rasa nyer macam nak buat a chat box....
mal sehen...

satisfaction or engagement?

(read at you own risk, may provoke insanity)

me to myself: eh hello, tolong la buat keja cepat sikit
myself: tapi lapar...
me to myself: dah tu gi lah masak..lepas makan buatla keje
(2 hours later)
myself: uwah...dah kenyang, ngantukla
me to myself: dah tu gi lah tido

pengajaran: wattuf...dua2 pon tak btol...dont take advise from either of them..

Semenjak beberapa abad yg lalu, I realized something. Before that, lemme tell you, the only socialschomcial internet thingy that I joined and sparingly active is Friendster.
This syaitoon called Frienster..what do you think of it?
I think its a good way to stay in touch with dear friends, those near, far, far away, or those you dont really wanna be friends with but oh well what the heck, I'm self-destructive.

The thing I realized is, some people use this medium to advertise themselves. CAnt really blame theme, what other platform do they have. Myspace and so on belong to the same kapal-lah with Friendster. And then, as I was browsing through...SHIT..this Friendster thing is worse than reading a magazine.

The thing is maybe the deep down green with envy me is out of control or mebbe its human nature itself.
U see picture of people travelling e.g. australia, I go, " oh i've never been there, what a loser I am." Then I realized the person in the picture has never been to Europe, let alone travelling to GErmany.
Okla...long story short. I also see profiles saying.."I'm beautiful","I'm so lucky to be here!"," I so smart", " It's so good to be me!"..
It leaves a waft of nausea and it's corny. But at times, I do go, " why am I not like that?" why cant I say, "woohooo...so lucky to be me!"..., why am I not advertising the places I've been (just to be a good sport in the where-have-I-been-to-oh-I-am-so-lucky rivalry)..I wonder..

I'm lucky what..(manglish)
I have a good education, friends that matters (not the social butterfly or keep in touch type aka an excuse for being anti-social..harhar), family that loves me and I love them back. Travelled quite a lot.Not that much money, but enough to get by...so isnt this suppose to make me feel lucky? satisfied? Human nature: we are greedy beings.

mmm...what was my point again? oh, it all comes back to the y'old good islamic teaching. Only God has the answers (expect a tingling sensation and distant chime of enlightenment at this point)
Be satisfied, gracious and moderate with what you have. You might not have it for long so be generous, humble to those not so lucky ones and those in need.

-->(I am in the in-need category, betcha I'll be in Australia or Greece or whatchamaycallit one day you bloody cows...mmm..when I think again Singapore or Thailand pon tak penah pegi)

2. pengajaran: toksah la dok bukak frenster selalu..buang masa, lepas dah buang masa, sakit hati..hahahha...budus...

just to keep an open mind, not confined to travelling topic only, it includes work,education, so on so forth..

me to myself: owh...shuddup!
myself: I concur
u ols: owh God!is she ever going to shuddup?

Alang2 membuang masa

Present perfume?
armani

Present shampoo?
hair fortifying beli kat cosway

Present favorite song?
i dont listen to songs that much nowadays

Last food you ate?
kurma ayam

Last song you sang?
lagu korea apatah...ikut jer yg drama coffee prince tuh

Last gift you received?
poker set from nena kot...

Last game you enjoyed playing?
playing what? main poker? main game kompide?main main?

Last time you had your hair cut?
sebentar tadik..ialah rimas..self-butchered

Last alcohol drink you drank?
i dont do alcohol or drugs

Present pet?
pet kat neopets kira tak?

Last book you read?
heat and mass transfer..ialah tk paham

Last birthday party attended?
prakash's

Last thing you do before you go to sleep?
set alarm, do some casual reading, turn off the light, guling, try hard to stop thinking,turn on the lights again, read2, angan2, think2,turn off the lights again..guling2...i've been a restless sleeper since forever..so the last thing i do before going to sleep is alot.

Last thing you bought?
semalam..halia?

Last mall you visited?
nord-apatah-zentrum kat frankfurt...cool gaks..


Last movie you watched?
the girl who travelled throught time

Last time you cried?
i'm a crybaby

Present people you hate?
hate?strong word..dislike maybe..hold in contempt..annnoyed with...have one at present!haha..

Last person you texted?
habibah

Last person you talked to?
erm sheena? wegen terminvereinbarung jer..kalu berbual2 ialah shariah

Present crush?
ughh...*thinking real hard*

Last person you were last with?
emm..lisa and hafiz.letak barang kat umah...
hang out..prakash,noshini,zainal..mengganggu kanak2 stadi..

-cilok from cik par, her i donnow

Mode: Hungry

slept at 5 a.m. still woke up at 8:30. Might be getting old when you dont find sleeping till the sun high up on the sky that exhilarating anymore.
i didnt go to FH today. A matter of creative issues. It just wont work at present. So why bother? Sigh...this bad disease of MALAS.
Did a few blog surfing. Got hooked reading them. Some people really appreciate their lives. Kudos to them. Education comes in variety either paper, hands-on, experience and so on. Why stop now? There's a lot out there to be discovered. Only thing is, a day consist of 24 hours. How come its not enough for me? How does this people do what they do?
'Demi masa sesungguhnya aku dalam kerugian' ..ehh..ich hab Hunger..

joining the Q and A gang

Create your own Friend Test here

Pendapat..

kengkawan..adakah korang sumer bz?
aku perlukan pendapat..aku tau nih cam dah citer yg basi..tapi dia masih lagi berlegar2 dan menghantui aku..
cernyer..seperti korang tahu aku buat semesterarbeit ngan satu budak nih..
then aku dah siap part aku bulan 3..
patut anta bulan 4
budak tuh tak siap lagi kerja dia..skang dah bulan 6..and org lain yg buat time sama ngan kitorang dah anta dah..
btw,budak tuh tak angkat tepon, tak reply email tapi bila org ingat dia dah mati n pegi melawat rumah dia...rupanyer dia masih idop..
aku skang keje kat lab boss yg sama...tiap2 minggu dia tanyer aku bericht mana..tapi aku tak ckp member lagi satu tak buat..since aku tak rasa dia berminat nak tahu...so aku ckp...akan hantar jelah..
skang nih ada org suruh aku gi kick my partners butt..adakah ini akan menyelesaikan masalah?
atau ada org kata tolongla paham partner aku tuh tgh depress...kasila can..adakah maksudnyer takyah anta kerja aku tuh?
apa pendapat korang?dah tak tau dah nak buat apa...kalau nak info lagi boleh cer..
apakah cara paling berhemah dan tak melibatkan angkat tangan atau kegiatan pukul memukul utk menyelesaikan prob ini?

zurich

hari ahad nih supposed to meet up with my sister in zurich..erm...tak prepare apa2 pon..i think zurich not complicated...also tiket one way is only around 20ish..
this was the pic last time gi frankfurt fanfest with my sis..erm..i think next time have to be a bit rajin amik gamba..macam tak bzk jer my pics..

1:58 pagi

dah senin..wattuf...tetiba jer nih..
uwaaaaaahhhhhhhhh...
banyak perkara dlm hotaks ku kena diselesaikan...
aku nih etika kerja sungguh tak bagus..ialah mengikut hangin..adakah diri ini terlebih hangin?
sepatutnyer kena konsisten....
semalam buat kek.tak cukup cheese, tapi kempunan so buat gaks...tadik shini ajak makan ikan steam tomyam..sedap gak..makan free mmg sentiasa sedap
erm..
other than that heilbronners kena penyakit pedicure manicure...siap beberapa jejaka telah dihasut utk terlibat..
jadik jgn terkejut kalau melihat jari jemari tangan dan kakiku seperti jelitawan..
neyn called kata is no time to go athen..mmm..i think so too..
takpe..mebbe bila tinggal bulan yg last..time tinggal nak tulih bericht je ker..bulih kot nak melari kan diri kemana2..
but honestly...whats going on? i feel like becoming home parasite..i dont feel the thrill to go anywhere anymore..argh..but plz ajak me if ur going..nk jumpa kengkawan sentiasa ada thrill..ok...thrill lepak ngan kengkawan still ada..aaaand...
thrill makan sushi ..ker?
mebbe i need to find some new adventure..waddayadink?

complicated

wah..complicatednyer nak post kat sini..kena ada google account?or is it only me? oh well, selepas pelbagai pancaroba, terlupa password la n so on...berjuta2 click...endlich wieder hier..

tgh sangap(ada koje tapi tanak buat) so kembali pada hobby zaman muda..browse2 blog..
shiok kengkadang especially bila tgh miss kengkawan.Tapi cam malas nak tepon..so baca blog korang pon kira dah rasa cam berborak..

anywho...bila baca2 blog korang...teringat blog aku yg tak terlayan..erm takper2...
apa kater aku buat blog nih jadik main blog aku?cam nak tulis dua tiga tmpt tak kuasa..
and a few of u guys dah kembali active ngan sendiri..

since tgh guna pc(gamba byk kat laptop) marilah tgk gamba budapest masa sejuts..

yoo hoo.....

ey kengkawan.. are you still there? masih ada org read this blog?? hmm... okie dokie...

saje nak info kalau ada org baca..aku akan pindah ke freiburg sabtu nih.. huhu... rasa berdebar pon ada gak... huhu... ok lah.. ciao ciao